dear diary: dream interpretation

if you’re wondering where i’ve been, i cut off all my hair and am getting really into vampires.

the digest will return, but there are shifts taking place. your patience is expected, and appreciated.

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on monday night, i had a dream. it was the building off of another dream i’d had before, so i will describe it in two parts, and then ask you to comment what you think the dream means below.

part i

i am in the strip club in berlin i used to briefly work in, and it is my first night. i am wearing the pretty pink victoria’s secret lingerie i wore to work, looked amazing in, but was demonstrative of my clear stripping inexperience since it was incredibly difficult to take off and on—it was fs, not strip-ready. but i look great.

i get a client, and we go to the private. i strip and dance for him and am super turned on. he asks for full service, and i say no, but i am left feeling like i should have.

part ii